i think it could help everyone. all those ways to focus the mind, to put it
in the right place and have the perspectives all sorted out. it carries over
i reckon, in business, in fighting where there's time before it starts. in
spite of the differences, the other night i found i had time to process things
before they kicked off--even though in the end things didn't kick off...i had
a chance to sort out my mind. i've always preferred no build up previously,
so this business of:
-it'll happen soon
-look around and see who's there
-how drunk is he
all this shite was not the stuff i enjoyed. from experience, if i was surprized i
unleashed surprize with rage. i abhored build up. i felt fine the other night, but
i guess i've become more set with my game plan. i think there must be a place
for getting it together 'FOR ALL OF US' if the threat's outside...you can't avoid it
and there's a build up. even for us that, erm, couldn't give a toss for the sports
side of things anymore [okay now i'm projecting
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