I'VE THOUGHT ALOT ON THE SUBJECT--FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH. THE POWER OF THE MANTRA RESIDES IN SECRECY.
THE POTENCY IS IN IT NOT BEING AN ACCESSIBLE ALCHEMIC FORMULA. SHARE IT AND RISK IT LOSING IT'S POTENCY.
TO FURTHER THE METAPHOR, IN CONTINENCE LIES STRENGTH. INCONTINENCE IS WEAKNESS. TRIGGER THIS WORD ONLY
ON RARE OCCASIONS, AND IT IS A SENTIMENT NOT UNLIKE PICKING ONE'S BATTLES, NOT BARKING WHEN YOU AREN'T
SERIOUS. IT'S YOUR GUN IN THE HOLSTER AND YOU'RE THE BULLET FROM WHICH IT'S IMPETUS PROPELLS YOUR INTENT ENDLESSLY TOWARD A VIOLENT AND DECISIVE RESPONSE.
I'VE HAD PNEUMONICS OVER THE YEARS:
ASS: AGRO/STICKING/SPEED...AS IN MAKE AN ASS OF HIM
EVAS [OPPOSITE OF SAVE--SAVE ONESELF]: EXLPLOSION of VIOLENCE AND SPEED
ETC...
I'VE HAD TRIGGER WORDS--NOTHING TOO FANCY, JUST WORDS THAT I'VE FOUND TRIGGER MY EMOTIONAL CONTENT
WHEN NEEDING TO DRAW FROM SOMETHING. IF THE WORD IS TOO OBVIOUS, YOU HEAR IT ALL THE TIME, IT MEANS LESS. IF IT'S A WORD PREVIOUSLY IN YOUR COMMON DIALOGUE, IT NEEDS TO BE MOVED TO ANOTHER FILE.
I'VE FINALLY--WITTLER THAT I AM, FOUND GREAT SATISFACTION IN MY PNEUMONIC AND TRIGGER [WORD] BECOMING ONE. DON'T KNOW WHO'D CARE OVER SUCH THINGS BUT IF IT'S IMPORTANT TO YOU, IT'S EASY ENOUGH TO DO.
RELATED BUT DIGRESSING
MY INNER WORLD IS AN ODD PLACE, BUT IT WORKS NOT UNLIKE A COMPUTER IN MY CASE. I DON'T BLEND THINGS
WELL IN REALITY. I MAY CRAVE SIMPLICITY BUT IN MY CASE I HAVE CHAMBERS IN MY HEAD THAT WORK LIKE A ARCHAIC FILING SYSTEM. WHEN I ENTER ANOTHER OFFICE, I HAVE MY SENSE OF IDENTITY AND PROCEDURE IN A DIFFERENT DRAWER AND I'M READY TO TAKE OUT THE CHECKLIST. I DON'T THINK IT'S THAT WEIRD, I'VE HEARD RICHIE TALK ABOUT SUCH THINGS. THE HAT OF THE FAMILY STATE. THE HAT OF THE FIGHTING STATE. THE HAT ONE WEARS IN THE OFFICE. THE ONLY COMMON THREAD IS RUSS. TO A WEIRDO LIKE ME WHO HAS EVEN CHANGED HIS LAST NAME AND MANY OF IT'S ASSOCIATIONS--STILL TECHNICALLY HAVE TWO WORKING PASSPORTS [BRIT/USA] WITH DIFFERENT NAMES. NOT A CRIMINAL, JUST SOMEONE CONTENT WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES. NOT SURE HOW I'D INTRODUCE SOME OF THE OTHERS TO MY FAMILY ANYWAY.
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