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Hey Ritchie.

Watched both the vids, excellent. Still working on the last exercises. You look like you need some sleep, head to the coast or up in the hills & have a chill, you've got eight weeks travelling & you are going to knacker yourself.

Porn & Golf. Inside the mind of street fight secrets founder, the title for your auto.

Was going to ask.
The spamming on your site, your not replying or commenting or giving any acknowledgement to these people are you? If not, good. If so, bad. Do not enter into a relationship with these people, do not give them the pay off of attention. If they get a reaction, good or bad they will have achieved their goal of getting you to notice them & it will encourage them to do more. I expect you to know this, others on here, may not.

I was getting some nasty comments from an unknown source on facebook, finally worked out who it was. Bit of a blast from the past, but someone who I met very briefly, like for 2 days about 5 years ago. I was going to respond but had just finshed DeBeckers Gift of Fear & the advice on stalkers, was not to provide them with oxygen, with the attention they crave in anyway. So I left it. She cleared off after a week & even had the sense to edit & delete all her comments. It was some nasty shit & quite freaky & i doubt i would have had the good sense to treat it as I did, if I hadnt read the book.

Take care mate.

Matt

I need rest, I need peace, I need solitude... but wont get any until Sunday

not long now

You have had my sympathy, your on holiday in Siam, lucky bugger. Seen any ping-pongs yet?

Ok, so this video gave a broader picture as to what you define as a supra state. Interesting and my mind is cooking on this one a bit. I shall post to one of the other supra state threads once I get my mind around it.

Observation: While touring Thailand you think of porn… ok, makes sense, I guess.

My favorite part of the video is at 4:23

i really enjoyed it too--especially around the time roadkill quotes...
the hoity, 'go and fuk your self'. and talk of arrows that grow pubic
hairs. no one teaches like you mate.

funny what you mentioned about doorman, and having to rewrite the
script of age and class. i actually--spending too much time here, used
to drool for those moments of detaining some high powered lawyer for
nicking a book, etc...it was my supervisors and co-workers who'd derail
me and get nervous about the whole status thing. it was definitely always
present in some way or other. i always found them nice peaceful moments
away from the harder lot.

"what's that you say, your car is double parked, you'd like to make a
power phone call as this is taking too long, my life is meaningless and you'd
like me to read this book you are handing me--if i can in fact read...well
fuk you very much, have a seat, and welcome to '' i don't give a rat's
penis world" where you do something naughty and actually--pause, get
into trouble".

I once had a conversation with a stripper (yes, just a conversation unfortunately) about the parallels between what she did and what I did in terms of dancing and martial arts. There were lots of similarities in the training, such as forms/routines/katas and freestyles and how you practice an individual technique (or 'move') so that you can insert into into an improvised flow etc etc. Basically we were talking about traditional or sports martial arts until that point until I mentioned that what I did was actually SP and was more for the 'street' than the ring or mat or whatever.

So then we started to talking about how actually both deal with social taboos - sex and violence. If I remember correctly she did say something to the effect that nobody really likes a stripper (as Richie mentioned about the pornstar)

Just thought I'd share that...

PS - it really did look like arrows with pubic hairs. Nasty man....

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...well
fuk you very much, have a seat, and welcome to '' i don't give a rat's
penis world" where you do something naughty and actually--pause, get
into trouble".

excellent Russ


yeah let it cook ROadkill, I mean... its been cooking for me for a couple of years now as a concept since I released the first CD and Im still finding multiple layers to it

the notion of breaking social taboos and verbal confrontation/ physically grabbing, punching, scrapping with people is going to be fairly important when this pie is properly cooked

let me know what occurs to you mate (and indeed to anyone reading, I think this could be the tip of a rather sizeable psyche iceberg)

as is this thing of me having been in an on the spot training environment, in which I was allowed to make mistakes over time, and grow, with back up , in relatively low to medium risk scenraios... I mean how can I replicate that for clients? How can I give them that gem of a training opportuinity or simulate it?

Blakops, Ive avoided the ping pong shows as I think it would put me off for life, Im pretty robust about most things corporal (correct word?) , but Ive had that show described to me and nearly done a sick in me gob.

On a more serious note, Ive seen some things, but there are levels of nastiness here that are taking me a while to get my head around.

Many (not all) of us western folk dont treat this country or its people very well.

Strippers, yeah good shout Sharif...

I suppose drug dealers too?

people want to use them when they want them, but nobody really wants them around do they?


what about cops? they break social taboos- and dont many people feel uncomfortable in the presence of the po po?


until there is a problem, then people will whinge that they took too long to turn up and didnt stay long enough when they did

Re: the drug dealers and police thing - very true. I've known (and guess I still know) some drug dealers of various levels. It's sometimes a bit difficult getting my head around the idea that this relatively freindly bloke could be a menace to society.

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On a more serious note, Ive seen some things, but there are levels of nastiness here that are taking me a while to get my head around.

Many (not all) of us western folk dont treat this country or its people very well.

I knew there would come a time when you comment on this. This factor makes up for some of my most vivid memories of the Philippines. One particular one involved me spotting this Ausie bloke with some girls hanging off his arms when I noticed one of them was way too young to be there for what she was being paid for. Next thing I remember was being sat down by the security of my hotel and my (then) girl friend who all looked like I had just come back from the dead. Apparently I flipped out and went for him swearing at him in Filipino (???) but was restrained by said security blokes. I must have blanked out with rage. (Supra state?)

Another one involved me having a silly stare-out match with a massive American guy who for some reason felt justified in introducing a little local kid to the back of his hand for bothering him (begging). I won the silly stare-out match by the way
He still towered over me, but for some reason he backed down. I reckon he knew he over-stepped the mark by smacking the boy. Dick head.

Anyway, I hope you manage to avoid the undercurrent of nastiness, like a ninja amongst the shadows. Observe, try to understand it, then let it go and move on. Much like your fart analogy Be as one with the methane, and don't let the smell get to you too much.

If you DO need any incentive not to get into trouble out there, just go to youtube and type something like "South East Asian Prisons system". That's enough to make most ppl avoid trouble out there like the plague lol

For some reason their is a deep stream of callousness running through humanity.

Richie one word about soldiers and social tabbos.I think they are an exception to the rule as , if they direct their violence at the targets society wants them to then they are good "baddies" as their violence keeps us safe from the violence of others, so they operate within societies rules.As well alot has to do with whether or not the army is volunteer or conscripted or a conscripted but willing peoples army.In the case of a peoples army , everybody is a soldier and the professionals are viewed as higly valuable people to have.Volunteer armies are often made of people for whom the army is a way foward in life, or thrill seekers with some rather aggressive impulses, and in some cases genuine patriotism.I have known soldiers who have served in all three types, and they were quite different from each other as were their attitudes to service.

I think you are onto something with this breaking social taboo idea.
Here is a short quote from a Chiron post linked to by BlackOps on the Chiron thread. Thought it was interesting in the context of this idea.
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"The cost of a conscience is two-fold. The fear of bad feelings can make people hesitate or not act at all. Don't get me wrong: fear of other bad stuff can also keep people passive and make them victims- but fear of your own conscience is an interesting thing because it is both very powerful in (some people) and completely imaginary. The other cost is that people can beat themselves up emotionally over things that are objectively good decisions. That's just the way it is. No matter how logical and necessary the action was, you can expect to wake up in the middle of the night for a while (sometimes for the rest of your life) wondering if there was another way.
And the cost is the value. The feeling bad and the expectation of feeling bad is what keeps us from using violence as a convenience. Those that don't have this do horrendous things.
Thus, as near as I can remember in Toby's words, comforting a girl who defended herself: "That you feel bad doesn't mean you did a bad thing, it just means that you are a good person.""

Social norms, our conscience, how we see ourselves and how we want to be seen in other people's eyes ... all very powerful forces.

I also like what you said about you learning curve as a doorman - like an apprenticeship where you learn a skill amongst your betters. I think it is sadly considered old fashioned, but IMO, a highly desirable learning situation.

maija wrote:

I can remember in Toby's words, comforting a girl who defended herself: "That you feel bad doesn't mean you did a bad thing, it just means that you are a good person.""

That is really cool statement and I shall be passing that along

Thanks